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Post by Brooke on Feb 1, 2007 1:33:27 GMT -5
OMG , I don't know what I did to deserve this, but I didn't do anything to Rafe for him to hate on me. I guess last night after I ignored him, he found me today after the votes were revealed. Now you guys even knew I was paranoid about the rallying of Brooke night. I got on today to find out Rafe has gone to everyone he can doggin me to everyone. Again I get the rap for this when it was a group effort of getting Rafe out. He is upset because he trusted me...well why would he trust me after what I did with Billy, and I don't feel this is breaking any trust. I haven't made true alliances with these people. Rafe didn't show me anything but just chat talk, when it came to strategy talk, I felt he was using me to get info or revenge for me orchestating Billy's departure. I was not the ring leader in Rafe's departure. I was aware what was going on with him rallying votes last night, but I had no idea he was bashing me today after the results were out. I still haven't seen it, that is how worried I was that maybe he somehow got someone to flip. He has an idea of our alliance but not fully.
I wasn't honest with Rafe when he asked about that list we have. That was a group effort list and Jamies big mouth again was opened at the wrong time.
Ok I am off for the nite but have convos and more confessionals in the morning to share. I have a day of pampering before the challenge....shhhhhh dont tell the others, they might not like me even more....well i did get one good compliment today. Rafe told me i have a great personality, then he said, please dont do this to anyone else. He obviously got to emotional for the game and he left final 8. He is sore how he left the game and that's not all my doing. Ok more info in the morning..
lights out Brooke
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Post by Brooke on Feb 1, 2007 20:55:30 GMT -5
just got done with the challenge, and I feel really confident that I got my first one in first. I hope I did well. It was challenging like always Jeff. They aren't getting any easier dude.
<3 Brooke
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Post by Brooke on Feb 2, 2007 14:48:44 GMT -5
I have been talking to Brandon and he just informed me that Jim has been acting a bit paranoid and Brandon told him to settle down. I believe the reason he is feeling that way is ME. First of all Jim and I had an alliance from day one as well as I had one with Bobby Jon. I know that Jim wouldn’t have made that alliance with me, unless he felt he was going to use and play me. He brought it to Brandon’s attention that Jim and me played in a previous game. Jim was sore in that game, because I voted him out. He told Brandon that I backstabbed him, which wasn’t true. I am glad that Jim went running to him and gave him his side of the story. I cleared it up, but in no means was I trying to come out smelling like roses. I explained my game play to Brandon regarding Jim, who was James in my big brother game. I won that game and Jim is getting a little nervous, thinking I am going to turn on him. Well buddy, I love ya and all and like I said last game, it’s a game and I didn’t come into this game with a plan to screw you. Jim, by going to Brandon and dragging past grudges into this game is a NO NO. Rafe did the same, and it was his partner that told him not to hook up with me and don’t trust me. What is wrong with these fools? If they are coming after me for revenge well they aren’t going to get it. Rafe treated me terrible after he was voted out. He let this game get to him, and it was not my fault. He should of never came to me when Billy left. I am not stupid; I know he was using me as well as I feel Jim is now. In this game, since day one, I have helped Jim in this game. Whether it's a little help in the challenge department, or just relating info to him. As of yesterday after he came to me wanting to work together, I asked him if he is going anywhere, I told him I had to go do carpool and will be back. As soon as I got back he spilt. Now I wasn’t expecting him to go to dinner and then when he came back, he didn’t even help me with the second challenge. It asked if we could work on the third challenge, although he didn’t really help with that either. I have no idea what is going through his head, but I have my eye on Jim for now. I love the guy, but I know how much he wants me out at final 5. I am not dumb here; I see the big target on my back.
The strongest yet deadliest alli in the game is Bobby Jon. I am sorry that people in this game have not seen what he has done to get this far. Brandon thinks we are carrying; yet Bobby Jon is the key in this plan. No one can see the damage he has done in getting to this point. WE had this 5-way plan since day two or so, and I am sure Jim is confessing that it was his idea. OMG, this plan was put together by the brains of Bobby Jon and Brooke. The others are great allies and did a great job in keeping this plan a secret. What they don’t know is BJ and me have planned to go Final two from day one. I never made a promise to Brandon, but I have been getting him to doubt Jim. Jim has that idol and by not telling us is like hiding something. I don’t blame him, I probably wouldn’t of told anyone either. He hasn’t brought it up, so we are sure he has it.
Bobby Jon has also won the trust of Cindy, I know I don’t about her too much, but that is because she is BJ’s little puppy and will do what he wants. I remember being that person in our other game we played. It more exciting playing the role I am playing as Brooke. I would love to take Brandon to the final 3, but he is more competitive in the challenges and we need a plan that will work BJ and me into the final two. Bringing Cindy along is the best move. Jim and Brandon are better in the challenges. I am sure Brandon wouldn’t have a problem voting Jim out. I told Brandon that Jim offered me a final two, so with that, he will want him out first. Brandon and me haven’t made true blue alliances to take each other to final two. I know I can most likely beat them all in final two. That is if the jury votes for the best player of the game. I’m in a good spot, but I don’t dare get too comfortable, I know anything can happen.
<3 Brooke
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Post by Brooke on Feb 2, 2007 18:04:25 GMT -5
Jim always is asking to work in the challenges. I also give him stuff, but where is the love dude. Well no more help, I am done, it goes to show my Suduko answers didn’t get into Jims hands as quick as Cindy’s answers got to the host. I was glad to see that, but in the second part, well Jim happens to disappear to dinner and bam he came back and didn’t say a word, why? Because he sent them in without even helping me. Goes to show he is greedy to get that necklace. Well Jim I won it and deserved to win it. I am done helping you, but I will still be your friend. I promise if it doesn’t have to come to my vote to get you out, then I want someone else to think of a way. I want to keep this alliance tight, but I have been true in away, like me helping you out and you’re probably taking all the glory and credit in your confessionals. You may even be laughing behind my back, I don’t know, but I know what I feel and that is you are getting paranoid, which is making me paranoid. This isn’t the time to start wigging out in the game. Jim is going around telling people about my game play in another game. It isn’t fair he is bringing this into his game play. If he thinks it’s a good strategy to get the others against me, he needs to watch his move. It could very well back fire on him.
*Brooke kisses :-*the immunity necklace as Jeff puts it around my neck*
*Brooke grabs her torch and heads out to Tribal Council*
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