Episode Twelve - Here comes the Judd

[Brooke]

Judd is gone and that is no surprise. I am sure he even gave me the one vote I got. He will be tough on me if I make final two, i am sure.

Well I was expecting that vote, but I was also prepared just in case someone was going to flip and try to organize some action to boot me. I got word from Bobby Jon that Jamie is now after me. He sees me as a threat........duh Now BJ and him will be best of friends till Morgan comes home that is. She is gone this week, therefore Jamie was scrambling around looking for coverage.

Well I hope the plan is to try for immunity and at least keep it away from Rafe.

Please let this challenge be easy....i had a shot in my elbow and its kinda sore and I hope someone else in our alliance can step the f**k up for once. Everyone is afraid to have a target on their back. The way I look at, I haven't see anything from Brandon, Cindy or Jim. Well Jim and I worked on that Locked Box one and Cindy did help me...but come on, I'm getting tired of it all being on my shoulders.

Let's see how today's goes. Hopefully is a thing we can work together on.

<3 Brooke

[Brooke]

Hey Jeff,

Thanks for the question regarding how Bobby Jon,Jim and me got all 15 questions right on the challenge. For one, we as an alliance have looked out for each other in the challenges. Jim helps me, I help him and this time us three were online and worked together on it. Jeff told us it wouldn’t be posted, so of course we didn’t hold back. When the results were posted, it looked so obvious that we worked together. Cindy forgot to send hers in and Brandon changed his answers. Rafe has become aware of it, stupid folio, like hello. .

Rafe and Jamie came to me after and I simply ignored them. I am not stupid, I know Jamie has been working people on getting me out. I didn’t think he would start this early, I thought he would at least wait till Rafe left. What he doesn’t realize is Rafe is better at the challenges. He is out to hang onto anyone. As soon as Billy left the game Rafe was all up on my shit. I played into it like I was the poor sole everyone was after. He was padding me on my back for the good work I did to get Billy out. I mean everyone of them felt the same, they just didn’t have the balls to make the move. So I make the move, I get the target on my back and now I'm next on the list.

I feel confident that my allies wont flip on me now. I mean we are close to taking us to the final 5. We are all getting jumpy and nervous and I know it’s because everyone is sizing each other up on who they can beat in finals. For one, I am not stupid, I am the only one who has done something in this game that has been noticed. They see me as a threat, so I am first to go.

Jim approached me yesterday regarding the final 5. He didn’t want to vote out Rafe, which worries me. He all of a sudden said Jamie and Morgan are boing and Rafe is much more interesting. I am now worried he may be thinking on turning on me cause he most likely holds that idol and is using Rafe as a scapegoat so if we don’t vote him out he wouldn’t have to use the idol he doesn’t have.

Jim is also worried that Bobby Jon will pull something shady. Well Jimmy, I am aware that anyone can pull a shady move, and I would be worried about Bobby Jon and me as well. I am here to win this game. I have two final twos with Jim and Bobby Jon. I need to try to make it that far and see what damage I can do. With Jim bringing this up only makes me more suspious of him having the idol. Rafe was in everyones face last night trying to get people to vote me out. Rafe and Jamie are also going around saying the Morgan votes like Jamie does. I was aware that Morgan was to send his list in before he left. So if Jamie is saying that whatever he votes, Morgan votes, well that is cheating. If someone leaves out of town, there allie doesn’t play for them..I know Rafe was trying anything as well as Jamie. They even had Brandon believing that Cindy would vote for me too. Well I know she doesn’t want me around. They are all threatened by me and what’s the worst part, is Bobby Jon is doing so much on the outskirts of this game and isn’t even getting noticed. Brandon says we are carrying him, but what he doesn’t know is that Bobby Jon has been keeping us together. It’s been me and him working to protect this 5 way alliance. I mean come on can’t you see that. I have helped Brandon and Jim the most and if they think they got this far on their own, they have another thing coming. Like I said, I have no idea what they are saying behind my back, but if they get rid of me now, they don’t have a chance.

P.S. Brandon and me have been talking a lot more about the finals. If I get there, well if I make it past this round, then I told him we need to think about who holds the idol.

Wish me luck

<3 Brooke